So, I may be bad at this public blog thing.
When one is writing for writing sake... privately, how often one checks in doesn't really matter.
It may not here either, though I do have a certain amount of guilt over looking at this blog day after day and not having much desire to write in it. That is not abnormal. I seem to have a certain amount of guilt about most things. Guilt is a wasted emotion. But I am good at it.
It is Labor Day today and I find it so ironic that most people have this day off from work. So, I am sitting here with about 4 projects surrounding me, ignoring them all with the internet. I have become very good at ignoring things with the internet.
I have a serious case of writer's block. That happens when I am tired, or busy, or uninspired... (I have just about covered most of my time there...) When this happens, I tend to ramble. I tend to have nothing of interest to say. I know what I need to do and yet I haven't gotten there. Seems like there has got to be a medication for that.
Let's not misunderstand here. I have a great life, a beautiful family, a good job... I am blessed. But, I know what is missing and I spend lots of time trying to get away from that. It would be so easy for me to just fix what is broken. But, I am not doing that. And for the life of me, I can't figure out why. I am so glad that our God is a patient, understanding Daddy... because I am feeling a little like the prodigal son (er.. um... daughter?) lately.
Well, I need to work on these projects, I need to spend some time with God, and I need to get organized, because tomorrow we are right back to work.
Your prayers are always appreciated <3
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