It's been a long past few weeks...
School has started up once again and left me with precious little free time. I lack the motivation to do anything in those few rare moments a day :(
Today was day three with students and I find myself missing something... I felt during pre-planning that there was a certain heaviness hanging over our campus. I can't explain it or describe it well, it was just something I felt. Well, that heaviness has continued on into the school year. It has only been a few days. yet I definitely miss last year's vibe.
So far, my classes are quiet and respectful, but it's hard to know if "anyone is home" or they are staring with apathy and indifference as I go on and on about the finer points of whatever we're discussing that day. I am just not sure how all this will turn out. I wish with all my heart that I could be a "home maker" or stay at home mom like so many of my friends. I struggle with this a lot especially after a nice long summer vacation.
Life is what it is though and I am content to have the next best arrangement.
I prayed a lot this summer for God to move in my life and change some things about me. Change is difficult.
God's best work is done in difficult places. I am a little concerned that *this* will be one of those years...
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